"researching english project"

old favorites.. eeeee!





twee twee twee

more.

second.

((((((((jeweled))))))))

english class.
acrobats.
bristle pine cone
forest.

woke up late.



and got out of town.





drove.

aaah!

i'm supposed to be researching for my term paper and instead i've spent an hour on photobooth, have written all over myself with a sharpie, drank lots and lots of tea, and looked up endless eve videos.

aaaah!

WHAT A FUCKING KID.

Wow. i have full confidence in feeling pretty private on here, so i just want to ventventventventvent. let it oouuuut.

por q necesito frustrarme en tal manera? esque quisiera irme y tambien volver y aveces visitar ese lugar en mi corazon una vez mas, tan solo para saber que todavia esta alli. pero quien sabra mejor que yo? y aun asi, no se. porque vi fotos? porque aun me siento tal? esque estoy peleando contra mi misma y en si veo mi problema. estoy llena de pelea en lugar de resignarme. aveces, pero mejor dicho, casi siempre soy yo la enamorada sin recurso. porque tratar de finjir otro rollo? es sin duda un estupidez tratar de pelear con si mismo.

DRop IT!

eh

i found christy road's webpage through her facebook which i found through the qocff page which i found because i've been spending entirely too much time online. what am i doing online so much? why do i keep staring at my computer so fervently as if it had answers to questions i haven't even begun to formulate yet.
today was weird. i was supposed to go to some house show but couldnt find the house, was supposed to drop off a kombucha baby but couldnt find its new mom, was supposed to give myself a haircut but instead shaved off quite a bit of my hair, was supposed to finish my hw but instead had a 3hour long discussion about poly love and loveless.
maybe tomorrow will be a bit more manageable.
but that isn't what i really want.